What ruined your day?

[master_of_monsters]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

What happened?

it's a pretty long and not very pleasant story, but to put it in a nutshell she's extremely selfish, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. A lot of drinking, a lot of drugs,A LOT of lies and she was the only one allowed to feel good about herself. Couldn't say shit to her about it because you'll pay for it and pay for it dearly. It's been like that for all of my life and I'm 23 but I moved away and am living much better now

[LSD Jellyfish]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

What happened?

it's a pretty long and not very pleasant story, but to put it in a nutshell she's extremely selfish, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. A lot of drinking, a lot of drugs,A LOT of lies and she was the only one allowed to feel good about herself. Couldn't say poop to her about it because you'll pay for it and pay for it dearly. It's been like that for all of my life and I'm 23 but I moved away and am living much better now

Good

[LegendZilla]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

What happened?

it's a pretty long and not very pleasant story, but to put it in a nutshell she's extremely selfish, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. A lot of drinking, a lot of drugs,A LOT of lies and she was the only one allowed to feel good about herself. Couldn't say poop to her about it because you'll pay for it and pay for it dearly. It's been like that for all of my life and I'm 23 but I moved away and am living much better now

What about your dad?

[master_of_monsters]

What happened?

it's a pretty long and not very pleasant story, but to put it in a nutshell she's extremely selfish, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. A lot of drinking, a lot of drugs,A LOT of lies and she was the only one allowed to feel good about herself. Couldn't say poop to her about it because you'll pay for it and pay for it dearly. It's been like that for all of my life and I'm 23 but I moved away and am living much better now

What about your dad?

committed suicide

[LSD Jellyfish]

it's a pretty long and not very pleasant story, but to put it in a nutshell she's extremely selfish, manipulative, and emotionally abusive. A lot of drinking, a lot of drugs,A LOT of lies and she was the only one allowed to feel good about herself. Couldn't say poop to her about it because you'll pay for it and pay for it dearly. It's been like that for all of my life and I'm 23 but I moved away and am living much better now

What about your dad?

committed suicide

Yikes man, I don’t know really what to say.

I’m just glad based on previous posts that you’re free now from your mother and seemingly doing better.

[master_of_monsters]

What about your dad?

committed suicide

Yikes man, I don’t know really what to say.

I’m just glad based on previous posts that you’re free now from your mother and seemingly doing better.

yeah

[Kiryu2012]

We had to put our cat down today.

[G-Matt]

We had to put our cat down today.

My condolences.

[BlankAccount]

We had to put our cat down today.

I'm sorry man.

[Destoroyah of Worlds]

Calling the suicide hotline fucking sucks.

1. She talked more than me. The depressed person.

2. She said a prayer. I don't believe in that shit.

3. She tried to get off the line as soon as possible. Like someone taking a carry out order.


Always feel even more depressed when i call these stupid hotlines. Wtf is even the point in reaching out.

[Fish Cakes]

Calling the suicide hotline fucking sucks.

1. She talked more than me. The depressed person.

2. She said a prayer. I don't believe in that shit.

3. She tried to get off the line as soon as possible. Like someone taking a carry out order.


Always feel even more depressed when i call these stupid hotlines. Wtf is even the point in reaching out.

Yeah, most of those are useless in my personal experience. The worst is when you try talking about how you're suicidal with someone and their first instinct is to give you a hotline number, it's so dismissive. The national one especially sucks. It's good that you tried getting help though, even if the help sucked.

Less day, more life (for now at least, hoping it's not permanent), I've been falling a LOT lately. Like, I tripped on the sidewalk and busted up my knee last week, got up then immediately fainted from dehydration or something (ambulance ended up coming, lmao), then Saturday I tried walking up an escalator and fell, then I fell backwards in my chair yesterday at work and hit the back of my head against the tile floor. I get dizzy or have a flashing black out at least twice a day. Not to mention how much physically weaker I feel lately and how easily I've been bruising. I kinda miss being way too fat instead of just fat. I was less prone to injury. :c

Also, I realized that while I find myself incredibly attractive and charming, I probably look mediocre at best to most people. Which I'm unsure is even a problem, but it bothers the shit out of me anyway.

[LSD Jellyfish]

Calling the suicide hotline skreeonking sucks.

1. She talked more than me. The depressed person.

2. She said a prayer. I don't believe in that poop.

3. She tried to get off the line as soon as possible. Like someone taking a carry out order.


Always feel even more depressed when i call these stupid hotlines. Wtf is even the point in reaching out.

Wtf, what if you’re not religious?

[MinorBone Good]

My mom just got hospitalized.

[eabaker]

My mom just got hospitalized.

Oh, no!

I'm sorry to hear that. Please keep us updated.

[Gigantis]

My mom just got hospitalized.

I'm so sorry man.

[Destoroyah of Worlds]

Calling the suicide hotline skreeonking sucks.

1. She talked more than me. The depressed person.

2. She said a prayer. I don't believe in that poop.

3. She tried to get off the line as soon as possible. Like someone taking a carry out order.


Always feel even more depressed when i call these stupid hotlines. Wtf is even the point in reaching out.

Yeah, most of those are useless in my personal experience. The worst is when you try talking about how you're suicidal with someone and their first instinct is to give you a hotline number, it's so dismissive. The national one especially sucks. It's good that you tried getting help though, even if the help sucked.

Less day, more life (for now at least, hoping it's not permanent), I've been falling a LOT lately. Like, I tripped on the sidewalk and busted up my knee last week, got up then immediately fainted from dehydration or something (ambulance ended up coming, lmao), then Saturday I tried walking up an escalator and fell, then I fell backwards in my chair yesterday at work and hit the back of my head against the tile floor. I get dizzy or have a flashing black out at least twice a day. Not to mention how much physically weaker I feel lately and how easily I've been bruising. I kinda miss being way too fat instead of just fat. I was less prone to injury. :c

Also, I realized that while I find myself incredibly attractive and charming, I probably look mediocre at best to most people. Which I'm unsure is even a problem, but it bothers the poop out of me anyway.

Fish, you really understand. Pretty awesome having a friend like you.

My sister has been having the same problem. Her doctor straight up told her she just needs to drink water and the problem will go away. I get vertigo too. Wonder what could be causing your flashes and head rushes.

I'm glad you have good self esteem and self efficacy with your looks. There's nothing a girl likes more than confidence.

Hope you're having a Happy Halloween, btw.

[Gigantis]

I wanna watch King Kong vs. Godzilla to get excited for next year...but my DVD's gone! Worse,it was a rare case.

[GigaBowserG]

Younger sister left to be with her fiance over in Europe. The age of technology keeps things close, but it won't quite be the same. Wishing them the best.

[LSD Jellyfish]

Younger sister left to be with her fiance over in Europe. The age of technology keeps things close, but it won't quite be the same. Wishing them the best.

Hey at least that gives you a nice excuse to take a fancy trip to Europe in the future!

[Fish Cakes]

Younger sister left to be with her fiance over in Europe. The age of technology keeps things close, but it won't quite be the same. Wishing them the best.

Hey at least that gives you a nice excuse to take a fancy trip to Europe in the future!

Or they can take a GOOD trip to a REAL country. B)