What ruined your day?

[LSD Jellyfish]

Found out one of my dogs has cancer, and it’s gotten to the point where it’s having difficulty standing or moving around.

I’m used to dogs dying, I mean I’m sad, but the extra sad part is I live in Japan and the dog in question is living with my mom. In other words I won’t be able to say goodbye, and I didn’t realize the last time I’d see her was in April. To make matters worse, my mother, who already misses me, won’t have the dog to keep her company anymore and will be all alone.

[Fish Cakes]

I forgot to eat food this morning and my wallet so I had to go home early from work so I didn't faint. :/

Blood sugar problems? I can fully understand cause I have them too. I absolutely must make certain that I eat something or I'll immediately get the shakes in minutes and then go pale in just like an hour or two........

Oddly no, I just am on a sort of diet where I get most my energy from protein, I totally forgot to eat meat before leaving for the day, then without my wallet I couldn't buy jerky or nuggets or anything so I was kinda screwed. >_<

[Destoroyah of Worlds]

I tried vaping CBD and had an allergic reaction. Hives all over my body. In my throat. Had to miss my test >:

[SoggyNoodles2016]

Found out one of my dogs has cancer, and it’s gotten to the point where it’s having difficulty standing or moving around.

I’m used to dogs dying, I mean I’m sad, but the extra sad part is I live in Japan and the dog in question is living with my mom. In other words I won’t be able to say goodbye, and I didn’t realize the last time I’d see her was in April. To make matters worse, my mother, who already misses me, won’t have the dog to keep her company anymore and will be all alone.

Oh, man. That's awful LSD. I hope you find some way to say goodbye

[Kiryu2012]

We might have to put our cat down soon.

[BlankAccount]

We might have to put our cat down soon.

Sucks man. I had to put Lizzy down last year, I still miss her.

[LSD Jellyfish]

Found out one of my dogs has cancer, and it’s gotten to the point where it’s having difficulty standing or moving around.

I’m used to dogs dying, I mean I’m sad, but the extra sad part is I live in Japan and the dog in question is living with my mom. In other words I won’t be able to say goodbye, and I didn’t realize the last time I’d see her was in April. To make matters worse, my mother, who already misses me, won’t have the dog to keep her company anymore and will be all alone.

Oh, man. That's awful LSD. I hope you find some way to say goodbye

Thanks, I was able to "talk" to Pepper on the phone. My mother, a photographer also got some nice photos with her. It's just a big shame, because I sort of didn't give her a big hug goodbye when I moved because I didn't realize it would be the last time I'd see her. I have a lot of internal guilt about that now.

We might have to put our cat down soon.

Given what I've gone through recently I 100% understand. Just don't make the mistake I did and make sure you get to cuddle or spend some time with them before it's too late if you can.

[Destoroyah of Worlds]

I wish i was dead.

[Gigantis]

I wish i was dead.

What happened? Why are you so upset?

[goji89]

I wish i was dead.

Aw come on, you don't mean that.

If it's any consolation no one here wishes that for you.

Judging from your posts you seem like a genuine upbeat individual why would you wish that upon yourself?

[Destoroyah of Worlds]

I wish i was dead.

What happened? Why are you so upset?

I wish i was dead.

Aw come on, you don't mean that.

If it's any consolation no one here wishes that for you.

Judging from your posts you seem like a genuine upbeat individual why would you wish that upon yourself?

(I am currently diagnosed with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety disorder, agorophobia, and social phobia)

I skipped class on Thursday because i was feeling depressed, and went to the karoke bar without taking my meds that night. I had a full blown attack after singing where I had to leave. I threw up as soon as I got home. When people look at me in public, I get sensory overload, feel an electric shock sensation in my head, and have to flinch. Then it starts effecting my breathing and i shake uncontrollably.

I hate grad school and my motivation is fading as I have three classes left. I don't know if i can continue to sit in the class room, let alone find the motivation to study. I can no longer function in public without sedating myself with benzodiazepines. I'm 100k in student debt and starting to think i will never be able to have a stable job. I feel extremely lonely in my love life, too, and needy when my crush doesn't talk to me.

I thought about killing myself on Friday after my panic attack happened. My sister randomly stopping over and surprising me with a pumpkin from the pumpkin patch and visiting with me was the only thing that cheered me up and motivated me to call the suicide hotline and tell my doctor. My doctor knows, my family knows, my roommate knows. I plan on going into a 48 hour suicide watch on monday.

Thank you so much for listening.

[LSD Jellyfish]

I wish i was dead.

What happened? Why are you so upset?

I wish i was dead.

Aw come on, you don't mean that.

If it's any consolation no one here wishes that for you.

Judging from your posts you seem like a genuine upbeat individual why would you wish that upon yourself?

(I am currently diagnosed with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety disorder, agorophobia, and social phobia)

I skipped class on Thursday because i was feeling depressed, and went to the karoke bar without taking my meds that night. I had a full blown attack after singing where I had to leave. I threw up as soon as I got home. When people look at me in public, I get sensory overload, feel an electric shock sensation in my head, and have to flinch. Then it starts effecting my breathing and i shake uncontrollably.

I hate grad school and my motivation is fading as I have three classes left. I don't know if i can continue to sit in the class room, let alone find the motivation to study. I can no longer function in public without sedating myself with benzodiazepines. I'm 100k in debt and starting to think i will never be able to have a stable job. I feel extremely lonely in my love life, too, and needy when my crush doesn't talk to me.

I thought about killing myself on Friday after my panic attack happened. My sister randomly stopping over and surprising me with a pumpkin from the pumpkin patch and visiting with me was the only thing that cheered me up and motivated me to call the suicide hotline and tell my doctor. I plan on going into a 48 hour suicide watch on monday.

Thank you so much for listening.

Thanks for letting us know people in your life know about this and are looking after you.

I understand why karaoke would freak you out, but an aspect of it is purposely embarrassing yourself and being bad it, so just realize it’s normal to feel strange from it.

In terms of grad school, I mean that’s all to do with you, but just having a masters opens up a lot of opportunity. Like my college degree is useless, but employers care that I went to college and finished a degree. Same thing goes for masters, it shows you committed and did it. I think the debt thing is ridiculous and good luck with that. I also don’t think feeling anxieties when your crush doesn’t text you back is good. I suggest just telling you how you feel when the time is right.

Maybe after you finish the grad program, find s. Hangs of pace. Move somewhere new!

[goji89]

I wish i was dead.

What happened? Why are you so upset?

I wish i was dead.

Aw come on, you don't mean that.

If it's any consolation no one here wishes that for you.

Judging from your posts you seem like a genuine upbeat individual why would you wish that upon yourself?

(I am currently diagnosed with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety disorder, agorophobia, and social phobia)

I skipped class on Thursday because i was feeling depressed, and went to the karoke bar without taking my meds that night. I had a full blown attack after singing where I had to leave. I threw up as soon as I got home. When people look at me in public, I get sensory overload, feel an electric shock sensation in my head, and have to flinch. Then it starts effecting my breathing and i shake uncontrollably.

I hate grad school and my motivation is fading as I have three classes left. I don't know if i can continue to sit in the class room, let alone find the motivation to study. I can no longer function in public without sedating myself with benzodiazepines. I'm 100k in student debt and starting to think i will never be able to have a stable job. I feel extremely lonely in my love life, too, and needy when my crush doesn't talk to me.

I thought about killing myself on Friday after my panic attack happened. My sister randomly stopping over and surprising me with a pumpkin from the pumpkin patch and visiting with me was the only thing that cheered me up and motivated me to call the suicide hotline and tell my doctor. My doctor knows, my family knows, my roommate knows. I plan on going into a 48 hour suicide watch on monday.

Thank you so much for listening.

I'm so sorry you're going through all of this....... I'm not really good at these sort of things.....but here goes..

I don't know you as you don't know me, I'm just a random asshole on this forum, but I can see you are a very caring individual that this world needs. If more people were like you here this place wouldn't be such a mess. I wish you knew your own worth and I know that people close to you care for you. Student debt is burdensome but wouldn't you like to see how far your hard work up to this point takes you?

Loneliness can be depressing but even more so if you don't value nor love yourself right? Focus on you first to accept yourself and to love who you are as is, and if someone doesn't accept that then they miss out on meeting a great person. Work on not caring what others nor strangers think about you, they are but a passing glance that fills space. Like I said Im no good at these things and I apologize for that .

Just know even random strangers can care......so maybe there is hope. Again I apologize if what I say is not that good of advice, I just wouldn't want you to do something awful to yourself.

[Gigantis]

I wish i was dead.

What happened? Why are you so upset?

I wish i was dead.

Aw come on, you don't mean that.

If it's any consolation no one here wishes that for you.

Judging from your posts you seem like a genuine upbeat individual why would you wish that upon yourself?

(I am currently diagnosed with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety disorder, agorophobia, and social phobia)

I skipped class on Thursday because i was feeling depressed, and went to the karoke bar without taking my meds that night. I had a full blown attack after singing where I had to leave. I threw up as soon as I got home. When people look at me in public, I get sensory overload, feel an electric shock sensation in my head, and have to flinch. Then it starts effecting my breathing and i shake uncontrollably.

I hate grad school and my motivation is fading as I have three classes left. I don't know if i can continue to sit in the class room, let alone find the motivation to study. I can no longer function in public without sedating myself with benzodiazepines. I'm 100k in student debt and starting to think i will never be able to have a stable job. I feel extremely lonely in my love life, too, and needy when my crush doesn't talk to me.

I thought about killing myself on Friday after my panic attack happened. My sister randomly stopping over and surprising me with a pumpkin from the pumpkin patch and visiting with me was the only thing that cheered me up and motivated me to call the suicide hotline and tell my doctor. My doctor knows, my family knows, my roommate knows. I plan on going into a 48 hour suicide watch on monday.

Thank you so much for listening.

Thank you so much for telling us this. Never be afraid to tell us about it,we're here if you need us.

Also,i'm pretty scared of karoke myself. I can sing in a somewhat moderate way but i would never bring myself to do it on stage,my stage fright wouldn't allow it. So you ain't the only one here.

[LSD Jellyfish]

I’m trapped in Tokyo, the bus company did not tell me there’s no way to get back due to the typhoon. They don’t know if the the train service will be back up and running tomorrow or if there’s a bus. I would be fine with partying all night, if I knew I could get back. I have my iPhone charger and my internet, but I could easily get proper fucked.

Edit, looks like I’ll take a bus to Gotemba, and then from Gotemba to Kawaguchiko.

Added in 4 hours 25 minutes 59 seconds:
Man Shibuya and Shinjuku suck at 3:00 am

Added in 5 hours 48 minutes 9 seconds:
Gotemba is horrid

[Kiryu2012]

We need to evacuate our home county because of the fire.

EDIT: Update: where I am, we don't need to evacuate just yet, but we do have to stay alert.

[master_of_monsters]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

[BlankAccount]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

Trust me, I know a lot of adults that honestly shouldn't be parents. There's this weird misconception some people have that if you have kids then that means you've matured. No, being responsible means you've matured.

[master_of_monsters]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

Trust me, I know a lot of adults that honestly shouldn't be parents. There's this weird misconception some people have that if you have kids then that means you've matured. No, being responsible means you've matured.

couldn't agree more

[LegendZilla]

my "mother"

disclaimer: she is my biological parent but her actions are what deem her unworthy/undeserving of the title

What happened?